I’m not perfect,
I know that best.
I have an attitude –
anger, hate, fear,
bitterness, resentment…
Loneliness, forgetfulness…
I won’t forget, no I won’t,
that it is not who I am,
to feel…
to hate, to fear…
My skin and bones
are sometimes dry,
like the stone of torment
on which my head lay
on occasion – they rust.
Because my anger,
my hate, my fear…
Empower me to see who I am,
and to be who I want.
I am not anger, nor hate, nor fear;
I am compounded, strengthened…
by my flesh and bones,
riddle with pain and mistakes.
I won’t forget, no I won’t,
that it is not who I am,
to feel…
to hate, to fear,
to contradict.
It is all of me to feel,
to see these factors
– not compliments –
as a way to improve,
as a way to be free…
As a way to feel,
to hate,
to fear…
…in my own way.